A grudge against God...

Many people have a grudge against God-they believe He didn't show up for them when they were being treated wrong or that He took away a loved one. There are other reasons, but the 30 years I've listened to people tell me their hurts these are the main two. First, let me tell you I'm so sorry for what you didn't get as a child, that another person violated and treated you wrong or that you lost a loved one-I know your hurt because I've been there. I also know how I overcame with the love of Jesus and you can too. If you're interested, the first thing is to address the grudge you have with God. Be honest with Him...He can handle your feelings. He's the only One Who can get you to the other side of your pain and put it in your past so you can move on with your life. Many will make promises; they all will fail you-miserably. You can fight against God your entire life...you will have as much success beating your fists against a brick wall. Holding onto this grudge gives you a false sense of control. Over the years people have told me that they will never forgive God. God didn't make bad things happen to you, but you forgiving the grudge you have against Him is your first step to freedom from the burden you've been carrying. Forgiving is not dismissing the pain...it's choosing not to carry the pain. Let Jesus have your pain; put it into His hands- He will take it and give you His love in exchange. You can't deal with this burden through your strength and you don't have to, but you must choose to release it...or you will continue to. This post is a very general discussion about being mad at God, but I hope it prompts you to seek Him-to be real with Him and He will be real with you. He will answer you, but you have to be willing to listen. I sought the Lord and He answered me, He delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to Him are radiant, their faces are never covered with shame (Ps 34:4-5). May you receive the peace that Jesus died to give you and no longer walk in hurt-choose to live the abundant life Jesus died to give you (Jn 16:33, Jn 10:10). I pray you will take on the new identity in Christ that He offers you-being His masterpiece and to do the good things He planned long ago (Eph 2:10). Let go of your grudge-seek Him and all you need will be given to you (Mt 16:33). God is mighty to save...will you let Him save you? 8/5/13CIFL-LMM